Friday, 8 May 2015

Hour Glass

If i had an hour glass, would i turn back the time with it or would like to see my future in it? I am not sure how i would react to any of the options.
Each moment i live is my legacy which i leave behind, without any knowledge of what i am leaving. If the turns in life were predictable, then we will all be story tellers and editing our life to our expectations and liking. The hour glass can be turned to start the time once again, but what about the moments which have passed away with the grains of sand? Do they start all over again or it is our past , passes in flashes as we move forward. Like sitting in a car and watching trees go by, at times we see a beautiful sight, and turn our head backwards just to catch a glimpse once more.
It is said that the past behaviours, pave way for future and our present is spend just remnising the past and thinking of the future.
I want to live this moment, i want to feel every essence of me in this moment, i want to feel my soul living every moment as i take a breath in and feel the nothingness which engulfs me to make me everything. One breath and thats all it takes to live or die.
Past is what i was, future will be what i can become and this moment is when i am alive. The significance of this moment can only be felt when my breath fuses with the soul, the slow beating of my heart can feel the echo of a sound in the distance. Its only when i live this moment can i be united with the universe, i am myself.
My past cannot be changed, what was yesterday will remain behind me. My future is fluid, what ever i do today will lead to my tomorrow. My today is mine and every moment in today, takes me further away from my yesterday and closer to my tomorrow. But between these is my moments which will transform me from being a speck to being the speck in the universe.
Maybe in my mind my moments are very precious, maybe to you or to anyone its means nothing. But then i want to live my moments not yours. I dont want to spoil my magic by looking into my future. I want to be free in my mind, i want to live every moment as a gift and a surprise.
The past has taught me and i have moved forward , so will i turn the grains of sand to change anything in my past? No way! i would probably do the same things i did all over again.. taking a glimpse of all things gone bye and saying what a time i have had and yes i am glad i have lived a simple and fun life.
If only i could have a sneak peak in my future would i let go of my crazy fantasy of just living each moment?
How dorky can i sound, offcourse every one wants to know the future or go back in time to change something. Who cares of Now, its my future i need to look into! Well this is how anyone would react if i had an hour glass to look into the future.

1 comment:

  1. Life is a continuum, an ever changing, ever learning continuum, acceptance mitigates the anxiety.

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