Sunday, 21 February 2016

Lost my Marbles

"Even the wise cannot see all ends".
To be knowledgeable does not necessarily makes one wise. We live in a world where information is a click away. There is noise and clutter all around . I can be knowledgeable but am i smart to find the information i want, but then am i wise to assimilate this information and use it for my optimal growth?
The question which remains is if i can find all knowledge on web, do i need to study? Do i need a degree and waste my time while once i am out of school / university i will be competing with people who will also be looking for information from the internet while at work. This is one question i see the youth of today asking themselves. What purpose and utility is the paper degree. The quality of education depends on the society we live in. Some countries have a very high level of education , while for some its a necessary mandate to show literate population.
My question today is not about the level of education but about ideas that make Good companies become Great. As said by Asim Premji " If people are not laughing at your goals, then your goals are not big enough".
My dreams were to live the moment. I did what i felt was fun and somehow it become my job. Ideas excite me, there is no idea which is bad.  Its the timing of executing that idea which is crucial. Many people have fear of failure and therefore sometimes ideas that can change the very fabric of society are found in draft folders.
I still remember 2001 or maybe it was 2002, one of my clients wanted to launch their bus in India. Now we always see buses showcased on ground due to their size and weight. My team wanted to place this bus on a 4 ft high stage. First time ever done in India. The entire event was showcased on this stage with the bus being the focal point. A 80 ft long / 40 ft depth  and 4 ft high stage was created. A mud packed stage, with 10mm iron sheet to hold the bus weight on floor and a steel ramp to get the bus on stage was all fabricated within 10 days to have this launch. An idea if you ask anyone was simply crazy, but to my client and my team it was exciting. We did it and when the Global CEO of that company honoured my company and team by calling it the best launch event he had seen made my team swell up in pride. Thats the power of an Idea if one believes in it.
There was a time, events gave me a high. Yes i am not much of a drinker and i don't do drugs but creating and executing an idea gives me a high more potent than any substance abuse people do. Then came the time i wanted to teach people meditation and help people de stress themselves and take a journey within. Somehow i missed creating things around me. Therefore i came back after leaving this industry twice.
As we all say "The show must go on". This is my life show which is going on. Today i felt i lost another marble of mine, when on twitter after putting one tweet i gained more than 40 followers in half hour. My new journey to start innovating on being a Motivational speaker.
Now i have worked with many such speakers, and there are very good people out there. But then somehow as i said an idea is good as long one executes it. I have never been a boss in literal sense. To me my team comes first, and then any client. I personally believe in teaching a person how to fish, than feed the person. Spoon feeding is not my forte and i have always put an open challenge to my team to excel at their work and lead.
As i have discussed in my earlier posts , three pillars of our stress ; fear, mindset and addictions. As a boss we have fear of becoming dispensable, our mindsets and fears make us hire people who are incapable of doing work themselves. If someone is smart, we put so many processes and demotivate that person to ensure our position is secure and a good asset leaves the organisation. We don't create leaders , we want followers.
If one has worked so hard to create and make a company a success , then why is it that when that person leaves there is no one to lead and take the company further for some time?
Leaders create leaders, and boss creates followers.
As i said i live in the moment, fear is unknown territory for me, speaking my mind out leads me to dwell on ideas which keep formulating in my mind and a good challenge sees my ideas to life.
Saying all this, there is a thin line between madness and being a genius. We all have both these traits with us. Take a journey within to find your marbles and even if you lose some, happiness is in following your dreams and ideas.







Sunday, 14 February 2016

The story begins again...

Only constant in life being change. Hello change, lets have fun!
It's been two months since my soul departed. Somehow the transition from Simba and me to Me has been painful and i feel a part of me has departed with him, which will never be recovered. But then, life goes on and no one can stop the flow of life. I have been trying to write but so far no words seem to come, no topic seems interesting and once again after retiring from my work, i find myself back in the same work which i had left. 'Passionless', that awkward moment when you know your passion which used to be your work is now just means to pull yourself up and move forward. 
We all have choices, which we all chance upon to be the Change. 
I have been trying to understand this mystery. Some where the answer is there for me to decipher. I have tried to move away from my work twice, both times twist of fate or call is tyst with destiny , i have come back. Some how i feel there is some learning or some unfinished business which i need to close before i make a choice to take another road.  
Change my perspective of what i called retirement and voila it's a new beginning. Which makes me wonder, no more memories or glimpses of my work and learnings but now this will be every day learnings which i will write. Maybe thats the reason, i have no topic or words which can flow freely for me to write? It's a thought, which crosses my mind and simply as it breezes through my mind, i suddenly remember that some time ago, i was a passive participant at brain storming ideas but with my sabbatical and my blog writing skills getting developed, i am using this new talent of mine at work too.
Yippee, somehow learnings of moving away is helping me in my third innings. Wow! at times i forget that being human, is to keep moving from one thing to another and keep coming back to basics. What dawned upon me in past two months has changed my outlook towards my own path. I was moving away from the hustle - bustle of madness and stress. Something which gave me wings, made me feel alive, in creating a story which many could experience was not fascinating me any one. Somehow i was bored and wanted a change. But what i did not anticipate was in my hour of sorrow, i was not interested in anything other than to be back in my workaholic lifestyle. Suddenly i realised this is my comfort zone. No matter what, this is where I am home. Or maybe i get so numb with my work that heart does not know when to weep. As i said this shroud someday will be revealed to me. Till then i continue on my this journey.
To find my purpose these days i am doing death meditation in morning. Surely this change has made me realise, that the journey within, is not complete for me to understand my purpose. The boundaries of my own perception have come crashing down and today once again i stand on the threshold of new beginnings with my heart asking me to tell the untold story of life.
The flutter which happens at times in life only tells me that " You cannot stop the waves, but you can learn to surf"
The story begins again....